Pause Button

So lately life has been just as crazy as it has ever been. School and lots of homework, finding time to spend with people out side of school. Well some days I wish my life just had a Pause Button. To be able to spend more time with those that I don't get to see that often. or just don't want to have to leave. But just my luck that's just not the way that life works. In the past few months I have really come to appreciate the things in my everyday life that one day might just not be there any more. To care for the ones that mean the world to me, and wish the best on those that are not. To thank God for everything that I have and start to learn the reasons for the things that I don't. To keep dreaming and shooting for the stars so that just maybe one day soon I'll be able to reach out and grab them. Looking back to my past I can see many times I should have been thankful for what I had, but instead was angry for not getting what I wanted. If I could go back and tell myself that one day I will be thankful for that anyways I would. Seeing the destruction in the world, wither from nature or man, looking back and seeing the faces of those that I reached out my time or even a hand to help them in their time of need is something that I will never forget. All the help that I have been given and have given out over the years I hope when the day comes that again I may need help someone will be there to reach a hand out to me and tell me that it will be okay. Knowing that I have reached out and touched many lives helping out because I love to help those who need and appreciate it has changed my world and once again make me wish I could pause time to keep the feeling I get knowing I did something to change someones life in a God pleasing way.


~ Life is to short so forgive but don't forget, don't stop dreaming, and keep those that mean the world to you close~