So a lot of things seemed to happen this year that don't really have a reason but make every thing just in to a mess. At NEW Lutheran the cost of going there next year has been raised and my family can't affored it. I know what school I would be going to for my junior and senior year and its back with the friends that I let after the 8th grade. When I left no one knew the reason of my leaving except for my best friend whom promised me she wouldn't tell anyone. Like a true friend she did and as the sophmore year started I told her that if someone asked she could tell them. I was tired of hiding. Since everyone knows the reason I left I'm not scared or worried to go back. The thing that makes me the most upset about it all is that next year I will not be able to play any sports for me junior year. This really brings me down because I have growen to have a love for the game of softball. My coach who is the most understanding through all of this is part of the reason for this new found love of mine. I talked to her one on one to tell her about next year and as I stood there cry feeling bad about letting the team down what would be my junior year there she told me not to worry about it and to worry about this season cause that alone is far enough away. This seem to make some of my worries melt away but not all of them. As far as most people know the only reason I am leaving is the cost but that is not the only reason there are many more but most people don't seem to even wonder what is going on. As I see it the people I call my friend if they r true friends they will care in the long run
~a true friend will be there to the end~
