Sports Drama

Every coach has their favorites which is ok. But there are a few that it goes way to far. This is where the volleyball coach is at my school. I know I'm not one of his favorites and that doesn't bother me. Its the part that you can tell who is and they can never do anything wrong. Then there is the people that think that they are a favorite but we all know they aren't. Then the ones that even if you don't do anything wrong and someone else did its still your fault. This is the part that really makes me mad. When I think of every thing that has gone on during the season it wasn't tell the end of the season that this has all started to really show. It is the same way with the other coaches at school but it doesn't seem to be as bad as it is in volleyball. These are the times that I wish that I could be little again when the best sport there was was tag or double dutch. I just wish that all of the drama of high school would just go away.

"Life would be perfect if: some girls had mute buttons, some guys had edit buttons, bad times had fast forward buttons, and good times had pause buttons."

Ghost Adventures

Im sitting here with my mom and sister watching tv. All day while Ive been bored and just sitting around the only show that I have had on is Ghost Adventures. This got me thinking that what else in our lives have to do with ghosts. Ive never got this feeling from any other tv show that had to do with ghosts. I think that I have found a new favorite show! That is the next one that is after NCIS. At this point I dont think any show is better than NCIS but I will say that Ghost Adventures is pretty colse. I cant believe that Ive only seen this show for the first time today!

Those Talks

I came home the other night and I was talking to my mom and the t.v. was on. A commerical came on and I made the comment that I loved the show that it was talking about. This started a whole conversation about the show Teen Mom. Who our favorite moms were and why we liked them so much. This made me realize that mom and me have more in common than what I thought. I was always the Daddy's little girl and the one who loved to get dirty. I am still that way today, but this made me see that the more I grow up the more I become the little princess that my mom always wanted me to be. This made me realize that maybe change is a good thing. Even when you don't realize that its happening tell after the fact. The best part is that I am starting to get the feeling that I can talk to my mom about more things. I will say this is a feeling I didn't think I would have for a while. "A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face."

The True Friend

The true friend that you can talk about anything to. Those are the one that last forever. The ones that you look forword to seeing every week. I found out a few days ago that I wasnt going to get to see him all  the time now. Over the past year we have grown closer. So close that I feel as if he is a unbiological brother. He said that he would still come to see us and he told me where he is going to working now so I can go see him. But its still not going to be the same. The knowing that when I go over to the shop the one I can joke openly with wont be there. It kinda remides me of the first time my older brother left for college. This is the kinda friend that only comes around every once in a while but never leaves.

"The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch swing with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've ever had. "

~ Unknown

Being One of the Guys

Up tell eighth grade I hung out with mostly guys. Eating with the guys, playing football at lunch, and even hanging out with the guys after school. My mom getting mad cause i wasn't the little girly girl that she always wanted her baby to be. I never really thought about it but I have now started to understand what the big deal really was.

My freshman year I changed schools and stopped talking to most of my guy friends. To top it all off the guys at the new school were very different. They weren't the same as the guys that I always hung with. That's when I decided that i would go with the flow and see where it takes me. I had found some good girls to hang with and all was going good. But there was still the thing that I was not used to hanging with girls and doing girly stuff. By the end of my freshman year I had started to become more girly. Then summer came and I started going to work with my dad everyday. The tomboy that I had thought that I was started to get away from started to come back.

Next thing I knew school was starting again and the weirdness of not fitting in was back. Even though I know that they accept me for who I am and they don't think anything less of me for it. There is still the part of me that want to go back to my old school and go back to the days that I felt as if I was just one of the guys and that was just the way I thought it would always be. The one thing that I learned from this whole thing is that no matter what you have to be yourself no matter what others want you to be.

"I think life is a good book. The further you get into it, the more it begins to make sense."
~Harold Kushner