What a Week

The next day off of school is in March sometime and I can't wait. As some people may know I'm not really a people's person. Many people, okay almost everyone, at my school and at work are driving me crazy. Every one is easily annoyed from each other and then seem to take it out on others too. I hope this week is starting to get better, much better than last week. Even School has noticed the change in peoples attitudes. They have sent out a few emails to parents telling them to check their students phone's, facebook, and any other electronics. When even a school that doesn't seem to do much to help solve problems but they are this time. So either many people have complained about it or the teachers are starting to notice there might be something really wrong. I really wish that everyone would just be able to get along with everyone else with out problems. I know this wish will never come true but i will always wish that.

If you don't ever have a dream (wish) there is no point to life anymore!

~Lois Pierce~

Every Time

Why is it that every time the things that seem to be going wrong seem to start to get better, more stuff seems to go wrong. My aunt is getting better but now my boyfriend is going through a rough time and I am trying my hardest to be there for him but every time that I get some thing figured out with him someone or something else seems to bring him down again. Every time this happens it seems as if its harder and harder to cheer up. I know that I have to be strong for him and be there for him but I feel as if every time we go through this it gets harder and harder for me too. These are the times that I wish that I was still a little kid when my biggest problem was that someone pushed me on the playground. No matter what happens I will always be there for him and love him through the toughest thing that will happen.


I love you Christopher!<3

Sending the Prayers Up

In the last two days everything that can seem to go wrong did and the things you didn't think would go wrong still did. Sunday afternoon is when it all started to go down hill. I was in Appleton with Chris and his mom and as we got in the car to leave Starbucks to head back to their house. When my phone started to ring. It was my mom. My first thought was that she was going to remind me to be home by three since I spent the night over there. But that wasn't it at all. She was calling me to let me know that my aunt was being rushed to the hospital. She was showing the signs that she just had a stroke and the doctors said that she did have a stroke, but also that her kidneys were shutting down. This scared me cause no one ever wants to lose a family member, but she was more than an aunt to me. I grew up at her house during the summer. We were told that if she made it though the night she would most likely get better soon. But as of this morning that doesn't seem to be God's plan. My aunt seems to be getting worse. I guess what ever God plans for her will be the plan that will be followed. Please as you read this keep my aunt in your prayers, for Gods plan to keep her safe and away from pain.

Leslie Pierce You Are In Our Prayers!

Long Time

The friends that you can hang out with and don't even have to say anything. They give you that "remember when" look and the both of you burst out laughing and can't stop. Well me and my best friend have this kind of relationship. I love it and wouldn't trade it for a million dollars. Or anything for that matter. We text each other all the time and try to set up times to hang out, but there never seems to be anytime that works for both of us. Between school, work, family, and school activities, there hasn't been a day that works for both of us. We have been trying to find a time to hang out for about a month and a half and it never seems to work. As far as we can tell the soonest that we will be able to spend some bff time will be in March and that means another two months. Its crazy. I love this crazy beautiful life but I wish two of these crazy beautiful lives would fit together better. 

The 2011 Year

I know that I'm a little late talking about this but I feel a need to talk about it. 2011 has come and is here and we are well into the new year. It started out good and seemed it was going to stay that way, but that all seemed to change. The year went from good to crazy, and full of drama. I was looking forward to a good year with less drama and everything else that seems to make life crazy. My hopes that as this year goes on it becomes better. That I will be able to over come the craziness of life and be the person that I want to be and not worry about what others think. I want to be the one that people know that even if they spread rumors about me they aren't going to to get to me. As everyone says a new year a new me and that is a promise that I am going to keep.

Half Way There

So today and yesterday were finals for the semester. As an "normal" teen out there I studied my notes and the stuff that the teachers told us that we should. I spent the better of the last about week and a half trying to prepare for three test yes only three. The more that I studied the more I felt that my head was going to explode. I took my first test yesterday. Which was for Microsoft Office, a class that I find easy so I did not have to study to much cause I knew most of the material. This was nice but at the same time made me start to slowly freak out about the other two. As I started to prepare for my other tests I started to wish that I would have payed more attention during class. As I started to studied for my New Testament Test I was looking up some of the things that the teacher told us to look up and to know for the test and I officially started to panic. I gave up on that test and started to study for Biology. As I studied for this test the same thing started to happen. I gave up on studying for both of those test last night and hoped that I knew enough of the material for both of these test and headed to bed. I went to school this morning and the major panic kicked in. Ten minutes before the first test and I found my self cramming for these tests. After the first test I sat there in amazment at how much of the test that I knew. This was the same thing that happened for the last test of the semester too. Its crazy how we all panic and stress out and feel like we are going crazy when finals come around. When all we have to do is trust in God and study but not stress out about it.

~Trust in God with all that you do and try for he will always be there for you no matter what is going on in your life even when you feel as you are out in the crazy world all alone God is by your side

Girl Time

So today I took my mom out to get our nails done and for lunch. The time that we were together was great. We haven’t really had just mom and daughter time. While I sat there talking with her, I realized how much I miss being younger not having homework, going to work, and being able to speed time with her more than just on one day of the weekend. I wish that as the older that I get I still had the same amount of time to spend with my mom as when I was little. I feel like I spend the same amount of time spent with my dad as when I was little. Today made me realize that even though I’m not much of a mommy’s girl as some say, I still love the time that I get to spend with her. I hope that no matter how old I get I still have time to spend with my mom, and yes my dad too.

People

So I guess that you could say that I have never really been a people person, but I have always tried my hardest to get along with them. But in the last few weeks I think that I’m starting to reach my braking point with them. People everywhere seem to becoming less and less caring and respectful. Everywhere from the store to work. It really seems to me that more and more people seem to becoming less and less people persons. The past two days while I was at work I got told that everyone that worked there could just go and f*** off. With this and many other things I got to the point that I feel like not even trying to be nice to those people that don’t even try to be a little kind or caring or even a little nice. I know that this sounds mean but I’m not really one to care what others think of me. So I guess that maybe all those years growing up that my parents said to treat other the way you want them to treat you. I really think that todays society is forgetting the things that we grew up knowing as right, and that this is why people are the way they are and act. I think that we need to bring back the things we learned when we were kids. Maybe this would bring the actions of society and the feeling toward others to a better spot with each other. I guess that this is just my thoughts as to what and where the world is headed and has gone.

Old Times

Today me and my friend Rae went to Starbucks and as we were talking many things came up. How when we were little time seemed to pass by so slowly. Then when we grew up the older we got the faster it seemed to go. As we were sitting there we were talking about how it feels like we just meet. But the truth is that we have been friends for a almost 2 years. Then how some of our friends have knowen us for so long and also knowen them too. Within the time that we have knowen these friends the other one of one of us never came up. Then we meet each other not knowing this and we find out that we both know the same friend. This person seems to come up all the time. When we look back at all the memories we have made in the past 2 years there isn’t anything that I would change about it all. There are many people out there that I would never give up the memories that we have made with each other. Because those memories that we made together made me who I am today. Someone who is happy with who I am and loves the memories that I have.