The Truth of a Secret…

We have all heard the old saying secrets don't make friends but friends make secrets. Well I was at home bored so I looked up a show that I have wanted to see and watched the first few episodes. The t.v. show that seems like just a good unwritten book is in the truth something that could really happen to five best friends, Pretty Little Liars. The more episodes that I watch the more real this seems to become. I sure we all have those few friends that if something would happen to the friendship they could ruin your life forever. Well maybe not all of us have those friends but I sure know that I do. The ones when you get in to a huge fight you think about telling everyone what you know you said that you never would and you know that at the same time they are thinking the same thing. But when reality sinks in you know that even know you have the power to ruin their reputation you won’t cause they can do the same to yours. So after a day or two your friends again like nothing ever happened. I know that I have these kind of friends out there, and that makes me think all those times my parents told me not to make, share, tell, keep secrets with someone I wish I would have listened to them just the one time and maybe my crazy thing that I call life that I feel gets a little to crazy for me would be just a little easier. I never thought that I would ever say this but for once my parents were right. The old saying secrets don’t make friends but friends make secrets isn't always true sometimes the secrets are what make you friends cause you could ruin each others lives.

Old Memories

This morning the computer that I had ordered yesterday morning came, and the feeling that I got was one that I used to get on Christmas morning when I was little and it was like four in the morning. When as soon as you woke up you would go running into your parents room to wake them from their sleep. When they look at the clock and tell you to go back to bed for a while. When I looked online to see when it was going to come it said that it should be here tomorrow or even the day after. The door bell rang, I went to go see what or who it was. When i saw the fedex van and the package on the front step i couldn't help but feel like a little kid again. I opened the door grabbed the box. I went running into my moms room to tell her the good news. She got up to see me open the box then told me to go to the other room so that she could go back to bed. My only question to her was how could she sleep when something so great just happened?

No School

We all know how boring school is and can be. It feels as if it drags on all day, like it never will end, like if you could just take a twenty minute brake things would just seen to begin to become better at school. As Christmas brake started about a week ago im relizing why I can only take so much of a brake. The days are longer feeling with nothing to fill the day with. I cant complain much about the first three to four days of brake were the best. Laying around the house doing nothing was nice but now I'm becoming tired of nothing to do to fill my day. I don't want to rush brake to go back to school cause we all know that's not fun. But at the same time I feel like brake is taking forever and there is nothing that I can seem to do to make it feel as if the day isn't draging on like Im in school with out being there I cant wait to find something to do to pass the time that is much funner than anything close to school.

Boredom is a vital problem for the moralist, since at least half the sins of mankind are caused by the fear of it.  ~Bertrand Russell, The Conquest of Happiness

Christmas Begins

Today is the second day of Christmas brake and it feels as if its the first. There are so many things to finish up before Christmas arrives. I have to finish wrapping and shopping, find time to see the people outside of my family to give them their presents and all the other things my parents need me to do before. I hope that in the days that follow, things can slow down and i can just relax like you imagine doing over the holidays. The best thing about going out is seeing everyone in the holiday spirit. People caring for one another spending time with the people that mean the most to them. The look that comes into a persons eyes when you see them open a gift that they were given. I hope everyone has a good Christmas and New Years.


The best of all gifts around any Christmas tree:  the presence of a happy family all wrapped up in each other.  ~Burton Hillis

Christmas is a necessity.  There has to be at least one day of the year to remind us that we're here for something else besides ourselves.  ~Eric Sevareid